Do I even want to go raw? (VeganMOFO)

I don't even know. I know that I want to try it, but I go back and forth.
I keep telling myself just to try it, but when I look into the future I want, I don't see it as being something that I will keep doing.
I hate being so torn! I don't know what I want to do.
I am also slacking here, but that's because I've found myself with very little time because of work and such.
Soon, there will be real recipes.
Raw days will be happening.